“Be still, and know that I am God; …”
[Psalm 46:10a NIV]
B. Michelle writes:
I’m here alone with my thoughts. Some thoughts can cause me to lose sleep, but tonight, in the stillness, my thoughts have come to take me to a place called freedom. I hear God saying, “Be still and know that I am God.” Sometimes, past midnight, clarity comes.
My heart ached. The pain that makes me feel like giving up and giving in to doing things my way. I complain to God because I should have what I want. I can learn more about God and myself with surrender, trust and waiting.
I wondered silently, how does God do what God does? It’s love, unconditional, unrestrained, and unencumbered.
God listens to me complain about my life and what’s bad about it. My heart hurts from the pain of being let down again and again.
Somewhere in the midst of my let downs are the great and mighty arms of God opening up for me to crawl in and surrender. As I became quiet within, God spoke and I listened.
Somewhere in my life, I turned my happiness over to others. If they just did what I wanted, acted right, did right by me, etc., I would be happy. Maybe we weren’t born to be happy.
Maybe we were born to learn how to be content and how to be whole within our spirit and connection with God.
Just maybe we were born to learn that true love is when we accept what God allows, and be thankful for the closed doors and broken places.
God loves us no matter what. I let God down today, was selfish today and yet God still loves me. God still loves us because God’s love is deep, perfect and holy.
God’s love does not depend on what I will do or won’t do. God’s love oozes out without delay, denial and dependence on anything or anyone else.
While I was alone (not really) past midnight, it became clear that if I yet love like God, I will be authentic, happy, whole, blessed, free, and content.
Freedom comes when I forgive and release people into the hands and heart of God. Stop complaining and live with gratitude. Gratefulness opens life up to a profound level.
Trust God past midnight and with the dawn of each new day. Feel the love that is yours and live.
Story posted on Friday, March 14th, 2008 and is filed under Hope, God's Love, Your Stories, Verses, Most Popular Stories. | 12 Comments »